If only killing is not a crime...

I wudve killed hundreds of people by now.

Bhahahaha.

I dont like to deal with black magic thingy.

I dont care if ure a commando/soldier/bagus sgt like apa2 lah

Unless uve a perfect face, ure superduper rich, ure kindhearted,uve a perfect family,uve a respectful career,ure just perfect in everything,

Then only u can come and interrupt my life n my love life.

Ive fought for my right,ive fought for my man and ive fought for love

Im done fighting n its my time to change for the better.

But at times im just like other normal girls who need special attention on that time of the month

Believe me if u wudve known me way back then,years before now,

Youd wonder why i didnt go off leaving him for another man

They say it takes two to tango,

My side,im the Girl with the nasty words who rarely shows positive emotions,becuse ive been brough up in families where feelings are not discussed openly and where money is the reason for living.but yeah i blame myself for this nasty rude words that came out from my mouth.
But if u cant handle me at my worst how can u convince me that u deserve me at my best?

On his side, hes the guy with a flirtatious attitude,not believing in monogamous relationship,believing that he doesnt need a lady in his life as long as there are happy endings parlours that he could go to. And as long as there are disrespectful girls willing to throw themselves on the internet not realuzing that they cud be the reason for breaking up a marriage/engagement/relationship.

So yes,both of us got attitude.problems. Just like all of u.the only difference is that i chose to publicize my issue n u dont.

If u think i shudnt be writing this n tell the whole world, i wonder y ure still reading this entry.we feed on gossips n pry into other people's private life because we wanna know mor bout the person,we wanna know all sorts of attitude that people have,we wanna have things to talk bout when we hangout with friends.right?so we took advantage of other people's problems and made it a topic to talk about with frens durng coffeesessions.

We are not perfect,u me and the rest of the world

We have our own prblems and dramas,only the way we deal with the shits differ from each other.

Unless u can clap fire out of ur hands n fart rainbows and burp hearts out of ur mouth,

Ure free to judge,to condemn me,to have things against me

If not, lets just stick to me writing m on shits and dramas, and u minding ur own problem.

Dont say guys are not the same n not all of them gila sex.

Trust me, even a mute guy think of sex every so often.its just how they express it differs.
I used to believe that not all guys are the same, but seeing my friends,my exes,my relatives, went throughh the same thing,
Yeah i say guys think with their penis first then only they use their brains.
Even the nicest guy i knew backthen who solat without fail,whom family is respectful among the community,ends up two timing his girlfriend,not once not twice,but more than that.

So yeah,not everything is colors and rainbows.

Dont be too confident that ur man isnt straying, he might be, even if its in his head.

To this certain ex of mine, if i no longer contact u,dat means im no longer interested to be friends with u.so don even bother texting me unless ure ready to payback all the money u owe me.n alang2 nak main mandrem buatla bg mati terus,senang.