Showing posts from July, 2017

Buried Past

"xxx has sent you a friend request"
woke up today and found this on fb reread and reread again i couldnt believe my eyes. and so that dreaded feeling resurfaced, the past that ive been wanting to bury deep inside suddenly flashed back and i cant seem to block them from pouring into my mind i remembered exactly what you did how youve ruined my life how much heartache you have caused how that past of me and you have made me a selfish prick towards everyone who loved me towards everyone who ever cared for me how i wished i wanted to erase the past of me and you how i wished i could erase the memories that we had i wish i could say that some things are better left in the past but i gave in i gave in to that darkest period of my life and i clicked accept